He couldn’t lose her again
So he had to let her go
He had to shut off all his emotions and build
a wall around himself again
No one could ever touch him like she could
He never planned out his life with anyone else before
He knew that the pain
would be temporary
Fate had a funny way of always bringing
her back to him
One way or another
He left her
with one last kiss
He could taste the salt of her tears
on her lips as she hung on and clasped
his face in both of her little hands
That was all she asked for last
as he sped away he hated
himself for leaving her there
in her little car with her face on the steering wheel sobbing
The mascara that has stained his shirts many times
now only staining her pants as it rolled
down her cheeks and onto her own lap
He never wanted to cause her pain
It made him hurt deeply inside to know
that he was a part of her sorrow
But to hold on would slowly kill him again
He needed a clean break
until there was a chance again
A chance that fate will work it’s magic again
Will she be the same?
Will there be a place in his heart once again?
Will she have to slowly break down his walls again?
Will there be someone else?
Will he accept her?
Will he want her as much as the last time?
Only time will tell, so he had to let her go…