He couldn’t lose her again

So he had to let her go

He had to shut off all his emotions and build

a wall around himself again

No one could ever touch him like she could
He never planned out his life with anyone else before
He knew that the pain

would be temporary

Fate had a funny way of always bringing

her back to him

One way or another
He left her

with one last kiss

He could taste the salt of her tears

on her lips as she hung on and clasped

his face in both of her little hands
That was all she asked for last

as he sped away he hated

himself for leaving her there

in her little car with her face on the steering wheel sobbing
The mascara that has stained his shirts many times
now only staining her pants as it rolled

down her cheeks and onto her own lap
He never wanted to cause her pain
It made him hurt deeply inside to know

that he was a part of her sorrow
But to hold on would slowly kill him again
He needed a clean break
until there was a chance again
A chance that fate will work it’s magic again

Will she be the same?

Will he?

Will there be a place in his heart once again?

Will she have to slowly break down his walls again?

Will there be someone else?

Will he accept her?

Will he want her as much as the last time?

Only time will tell, so he had to let her go…

for now.

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